2003-05-14 - 6:46 p.m.

Requiem for a dream - hangover. Still. Seen it twice and it did not have a good effect on me. They are dreamers and have distorted dreams.. and so I feel sometimes are mine. Deep twisted into the dreams even everything goes wrong... I feel especially not hungry after seeing the movie.

I feel both good, tranquil and supernervous after the days not eaten.

A rainy day, and I felt as "sunny" as it is on a rainy day. At least from tomorrow to Saturday it will be busy ... modelling.