2003-07-26 - 9:38 p.m.

A week offline. A lot of things have happened. That made me happy. And feel like home once back, and kind of fall back down to the unnormality asap home.

For the first time i saw somethign I'd really wanted to have taken a video of. Or photos. But I didn't, I was scared. We were in Socorro,arizona one night, and heading to Roswell. Even before reaching Socorra - lets say 2-4 hours before, or up to 200 miles before, a storm was visible in the sky. It seemed raining on the other side of the else dry Arizona desert. Raining where we were heading to. a pause, and still saw light .. in Socorra it became dark that night, it wasn't raining but we saw lightnings far far away. As the landscapes in arizona are so wide you can't tell how far the things you see in the sky really are. we drove to the direction of roswell, and that was where the lightnings seemed to come from.

I don't remember how long it took before it started to look weird. It was a really lot of lightning. Like every 3 to 10 seconds a light. and they were always on the same two directions (not very far from each other). as we got closed, it just seemed so weird. We had in some points seen the same lightning for over 6 hours, on the same zone. It had not moved anywhere. There was NO NOISE of lightning. It was all QUIET. quiet. i have NEVER seen a quiet lightning. It might be the lightnings were so far in the beginning, but we drove pretty close to them (it seemed nearly under it of one of those points) and still heard NOTHING.

The lights had been all the time also with the same interval, like 3 to 10 seconds apart. sometimes they were only a white (or yellow) bright sky, sometimes lightning.

We were both feeling weird, and just wanted to go away (to roswell) and be out of there. I felt weird to the point i wanted to have a break to let a car that seemed to follow us (followed like 30 of 200 miles) to pass by. As getting closer to Roswell, we were really tired. I could not drive as there was no place to change the driver (no rest area in 40 miles) and asap found a rest area before Roswell, we had a sleep. The area had plenty of trucks so it didn't feel isolate or unsafe, but I felt traumatized by the lightning. I put my head close to the window appearing to sleep but continueing to follow the lightning with my eyes, and to be alarmed if anything happened. (Luckily nothing did happen).

The lights continued with the previously mentioned pattern for hours and hours. Bright sky, nothing, lightnings, nothing, bright sky with shadows - which were different every time. Once it looked like a tiny champignon shaped black something (gas? solid soemthing? ), more than once it looked like a few dark spots on the sky that continued to exist after the lightning went off for some time and then disappear, and many many times it looked like huge fireworks (rocket) shaped black things (they looked like shadows) that were flying to left and to rright up. And once it was a huge boom!, the earth moved a few moments later and the noise accompanying the shake woke up mostly everyone on the rest area. Most drove away - we didn't, too tired for that. I promised to keep an eye on what happened. (and lately fell asleep many many lights and moments after).

South of the rest area, on a distance I don't want to specify, there is a military area. On other 2 zones not far from where we drove, there are military areas. I do not believe that NOISELESS lightnings exist, or that all that was only "electrical storm" - what were the rocket or mushroom shaped black things in it? Why there was no noise? And - did Roswell invent all the UFO story only to cover if there is happening something else around there? I am pretty sure having driven on an other road on the zone would have lead to trouble. I feel uncomfortable even writing this. There are no UFOs. There are things that are not explainable to human beigns, but what ever is going on over there has to have something to do with NASA, not with any "unidentified" thing.