2004-07-11 - 4:06 p.m.

I haven't updated here for a long time. Sorry for that. Various annoyances in the life have made it that I cannot be online 24 7, sometimes just once a fortnight. Furthermore, often I don't to talk or write about anything.

I am kind of adjusting to have a pause of participating in the rumor mill. Things that seem very urgent are that far less once you can check the external life just once a week. When or if I will be asked to not say anything that could have anything to do with rumors, I am used to it already. So wait, think what ever you want, and learn to deal with what you have now, and .. get a life.

I don't really like Europe at the moment. Old continent means that everywhere there is the weight of centuries over you. And you still are handicapped if you are of the wrong sex (aka female), and paid less, and in many, too many, parts of Europe racism and national ideologies frlourish. I'm sick of racism. I didn't choose my sex or skin color, so why do they have anything to do with anything?

The other moods have had more downs than ups. Nothing worth mentioning. The book is getting further, but I still need to find the mental energy to write a few key chapters to it. Once the book will be ready I'm afraid I will have accomplished pretty much everything I really wanted to in this life.

Once I'm back here 24 7, or even better, back home, I will find somehting to say more fequently.